///this was when the depression part really kicked in, unfortunitly still hasnt changed much. I just havent been happy with life and was wondering what everyone does to help them... i can do some cheap thrills but at the end of the day still hate life, its too boring and depressing, to live in a world with no compassion. I'm at my wits end, If i wasn't the only child im sure i would of commited suicide by now, but the only thing that makes me stay is that i am the only child and i feel bad leaving my parents alone with no family. I just wish i could be happy......