I have been in bad relationships before. I have been emotionally and physically abused, and now my self esteem is low. Every now and then, i get a bit of courage and try to meet a guy.

A couple of weeks ago, I tried the internet - first time ever. I met a really nice guy. We went out a couple of times, then last Friday he told me he would pick me up from my house for a date. He came in for a glass of wine, we ended up kissing then ended up in bed.

For our dates, he came on really strong. He said he wanted to live with me, he loved my body, he wanted to travel with me...

When we were having sex he said we would do this all the time... I asked him to use a condom and he asked if I trusted him? I said I did - he said 'trust me' we will be together forever....

Then, he stopped for a break... he told me he left his wallet in his car - he got dressed 'to get his wallet', went out the door and never came back....