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Originally Posted by ScaredSad
I blame me sleeping through the ball drop on NYE. I've never slept through it...and I did this year... and 2008 has been unbearable for me as well. One crisis after another and now, I'm so far down a hole that I might as well hang a few pictures and decorate and make it my home.
Sendings hugs and hope you feel better soon.
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Thanks and I am sending you hugs, too!
I blame my moving to Idaho. LOL. Ever since I moved I have been through 2 losses (my mother and grandfather within 3 months), car accident, BF left me for a few months before deciding to come back, doctors appts taking up my entire week, every week for months, water collecting outside and soaking my bedroom carpet (several times) thus soaking my bed as it is on the floor, I just got told grandma is in hospice care (can't remember anyone, wears diapers, won't get out of bed, is just miserable) and having a car that could die at any point leaving me vehicle-less. Oh, don't forget the bills from the car accident that I have to pay until all appointments are done.....it adds up!
There is more there, but that is just the big(ger) stuff. I am hoping that T has some great ideas next Monday because I can't help but feel like I am going to snap if one more thing happens. I have been doing SO WELL holding it together for a while. I was so proud of myself and now.....I feel like I will lose it. This scares me.
This is too long, sorry. Thanks again,
BJ