But I was at a point where I could see an end... it was a long way off but at least I could see an end!
But I can't do this anymore without John, I love him so so much and e says the reason why he broke up with me... well he said that he's really confused, bt he said he thinks he's a bad person and does nothing but hurt me. But he's not! i know from the progress I made lately that it's the depression that makes me take things the wrong way and I knew I could deal with that then.

I just love him soooooo much
I can't be wihtout him, I need to at least see him to talk about this properly instead of text