Can you talk to him on the phone? He didn't say he doesn't love you, so that is something to build on when you can talk. Maybe he sees you in so much pain and can't help you that he feels he should be able to. Remember that even though he's your superman, he really is human and has his fears and worries, too, hon. Keep contact with each other, reassure him that he is not bad, that you can help each other heal.