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Old Oct 09, 2008, 09:19 AM
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I am also a 'cutter'. I started as a teenager and it is VERY difficult to break. Cutters feel an emotional release when cutting and you almost get a 'high' from the endorphins that are released.
It definitely sounds like bipolar because in my experience everyone thought I was just ADD and depressed (mania often appears to be add), but FINALLY after YEARS of misdiagnose, I am doing much better.
In my experience, Geodon has worked the best for me. I am suprised that the doc's started her on Lithium first in this day and age. I take Lamictal and Geodon and it has worked for me. SOmetimes it takes many tried before they find out what works.
Cutting is often associated with sexual abuse in young women (it is in my case as well), so are you aware of any abuse that may have occured?
Therapy is a MUST for any cutter, so that's good that she is going.
Cutting is very much so an acting out behavior, so she is trying to tell people how much she hurts. Does she have other ways to express herself that are healthy? For me, it's music (piano, violin, singing, etc)
Some kids do well with art, writing,etc. Is thee a healthy hobby in her life that you can encourage? That always helped me.
Being involved in church also has been a tremendous help. I credit making it through my teenage years without knocking myself off to God and my youth ministers.
I will pray for you and your daughter because I believe that God can help and that you find doctors that are the very best for your daughter. I know cutting is very disturbing (and enbarrassing when youa re older), so I hope that she gets the help she needs to stop now. Hang in there and know that there is ALWAYS hope, no matter how bad it gets.



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Originally Posted by LillyAnn View Post
I have a daughter who has been difficult from a very early age - rages that lasted hours, mood swings and violent. She could change at a moments notice with no reason.

By the time she was 8 she was seeing a P-doc and dx'd as ADD, ODD and depression. Through the years we have had to change meds numerous times. When the meds are correct she is a happy, outgoing, social, funny and vivacious person.

She stopped being violent towards us (her family) about 4 years ago but, to control how she feels she began "cutting" herself. This has been addressed numerous times by her P-doc and therapist.

Currently: she is 16 and in a Psychiatric Facility (in-patient). She "cut" her leg up pretty bad. The P-doc at the facility believes her previous dx of ADD, ODD and depression really fit under the Bipolar category (not definite) and are not separate issues and her cutting has become an addiction.

As a very worried and concerned parent I have agreed to allow them to start her on Lithium (last night). I am concerned about her future and the affects of Lithum as well as most of the other mood stabilizers.

I want my happy, outgoing, funny, vivacious child back and not a child who is zoned out or sedated.

I am hoping someone here has had an experience with what we are dealing with and could give me some insight or advice.
Thanks for this!
LillyAnn