((((silver))))
ur allowed to not have to live with this pain
i hope that ur able to one day maybe find someone that u can tell irl
until then tell us all we are real ppl who really care about u
ground urself when those thoughts and feelings come upon u..
tell urself u r safe and remind urself that those things are not happening anymore (heres hoping they dont)
and remember u dont have to suffer in silence alone..
there will be ppl u can tell .. u dont have to feel guilty about telling others.. in life we all rely on others to share our joy, love and pain.
its natural, its normal.
(((safe hugs to you silver)))