i do not know you very well, but it seems we all are having some of the same feelings rught about now.
losing friends because we can no longer talk to them, is a very hard thing, trust me I do understand that one.
I have lost two good friends just recently that I could no longer turst, or talk to..

Keep your head held high..

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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