So the youngest is graduating and so my gfs family is going to be here as well as the youngest's dad. That many people alone with my social anxiety is too much but also cause her dad is a real dirtball. Im not sure how i will react or if he will antagonize me. Its too much for me to deal with and if i dont go the youngest will be really disapointed. I dont want to be hated but on the other hand if i do go and if he antagonizes me i can see myself knocking him out. I dont want that. So im at a loss as to what the right decision is. My psuedo plan at the moment is a few days before hand just check myself into the psych ward. Thats not a great plan either but it gets me out of having to intentionally hurt her feelings. Or i could just run away and sleep in my vehicle for a week but id assume that would cause just as much chaos as me knocking him out. This isnt happening til June 1st or something like that so why am i worrying now? Cause the youngest is excited and talks about it pretty much constantly which just eggs on my anxiety. Why shouldnt she be? She is proud and excited to be completing a milestone in life. Rationally it makes perfect sense and she should be happy and looking forward to it. It drives my anxiety thru the roof tho and then i get the depression thing goin and blech. Any suggestions on what i can do?