(((((((((((((((((50guy)))))))))))))) It's so good to see you here. From what T has said, everyone does have parts of themselves. But the degree to which they are split depends on life situations and the way each brain works things out. So, it makes perfect sense to me that you would feel that split, even if you do not lose time. I'm so glad you decided to post here. I'm really glad too that things are going better for you and for your relationship with your wife. Hope to hear from you more on this forum.