I'm in a bad bad bad place right now Angie. More than I can handle. Need help. Don't know what to do. I'm so so so scared right now of the way I feel...not suicidal, just out of control of my self, my life, my thoughts, my emotions....Can't breath, can't think clearly, finding it hard to make my fingers move across the keyboard. My mind is gone to a place I don't know and I can't find it...