((aisyna))

I don't mean to have an open relationship. I meant it on more of a philosophical level -- ideally your boyfriend would be supportive of you exploring *why* you feel the way you do.

Think about why you posted the personal ad. Think about what feels different in the relationship. Maybe journal about it or talk to a trusted friend.

You are doing the best you can to figure this out, if you can be honest with your boyfriend, I hope he would understand and forgive you. We all make mistakes, but taking responsiblity and being as honest as possible with our loved ones can repair those wounds.

Try to approach this as an opportunity to learn. To learn more about yourself and what you want in this life.