i know how you feel i was abused by my 2 brothers when i was 11 yrs old this went on until i was 15yrs and now im just remembering flashbacks it makes you feel dirty i've only just told my husband about it its only just came back to me when my father past away and my brothers came to the funeral i feel confused as i can only remember certain things i dont know what to do i cant tell my husband everything that went on as i clam up i dont like these memories i dont want them anymore i know i need to speak to some1 but i dont know where to start and i know that if it all comes out it will split the family and i will get blamed for it can some1 help me plz