My dear friend (((((orange))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
so much saddness for you my friend...
sometimes we gotta let those tears out to free up room in us...
everyone of those feelings you are having I understand went threw it when my mom and dad were leaving.............
She will always be your Mom you wrote (((She is scared. She is sad. She is funny and she is beautiful))))
i am glad you can see that
You are a wonderful daughter
a good person
muffin