I am diagnosed with an ED not otherwise specified. I am very low weight and I eat small meals and purge. I have been getting a lot of pain lately when I purge so I am trying to stop. It is so hard and I dont want to go in the hospital as I have never had any luck with it. it seems to make me worse after. Well I recently ordered some diet pills online (phentermine) and I am going to use them in place of purging. It is hard to beleive anyone can go online and order a prescription without a need for it. I am trying not to get under 100 pounds but in reality I want to. What is wrong with me? I feel like such a loser. I have a fiance and a good job but I still can't stop this. Sorry I just wanted to vent.