Mary Alice,
Am so glad you can get online and keep us posted. We're all here for you.
I am glad you opened up to your T about how you feelings. Thats a big step.
A new job is always a challenge and you will be alone but not really. Maybe you can looka t it as getting a break from your husband and just having "you" time. Thats so important and you never get that. This is your opportunity to not only do some soul searching without distraction but also to be free from the nag for a bit.
I want you to do me a favor, when you are away I know you will be having a lot of emotions, new job, missing your son etc but please get in touch with how you are feeling about being away from your husband. Do you feel somewhat better despite the other challenges. Has you stress level dropped, are you more able to handle things and think more clearly. Do you feel physiaclly better.
Sending lots of hugs to keep with you on your trip.
Heidu


The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin