just wanted to say I've been lurking this board for as long as I've been a member and never really posted because I'm not sure to what extent I dissociate. I don't know a lot of people here on this website but I've mustered up enough courage to make this small post here today after some encouragement.

next week I finally see a psych about dissociation. here's to hoping things will finally start to make sense. I have lots of questions but I'm just wetting my feet into the water a little before I ask.

thank you everyone.