Something happened today and it made me sad.

I am sad and I know it's my fault.

It's my fault because of who I am.

I have no defence other then back away and then I am hurt and sad because the problem is not result.

I can't talk about it because I avoid talking about myself, about my problems , about my hurts.

Hide the hurts and hide the sadness. Hide everything behind my 4 walls.

Then comes the memories of other hurts. Hurts hidden that will never be revealled.

Hurt and sad.