Well, almost a year. I did not do any damage to my body except cut a toe nail too low and it hurts. Well the trigger about this is that I am wanting to see blood flow. I actually looked up anatomy and physiology last night and was trying to see the best way to do what I wanted. Man, this must be telling me I am too stressed and too angry. Looking at veins and thinking that if I could do "this" it would feel better. Well, tough times and I am waiting for a letter from super. Man I am tired of juggling. Today I had a friend come to help dismantle the modular desk in my new office so the phone guy could fix the jack the right way and they were two hours late and my friend was great but what a pain in the butt. Tomorrow is staqff meeting. I hate it! I am having strong feelings about blood letting and they are not subsiding. Glad I am not a doc or nurse huh? Sorry guys, it stinks to be here but I am sorry you have to see it too.