It's alright to be angry once in awhile Griffe, it's just a matter of controling your anger so you don't hurt yourself or anyone else. It was injustice, it was cruel, everyone born deserves to be loved, your family didn't love you and that is such a terrible tradgedy.
I'm not an expert on these things, so I can't really tell you anything about why you feel the way you feel, but I think that wanting to be a good son/brother is instinct, even if they were abusers.
You shouldn't be angry at yourself, because beating yourself up wont accomplish anything.
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