I don't know why, but I did.
I met this man online months ago.
We started chatting and then he asked me for a picture.
I quickly sent him a picture of my so-so friend.
I knew it was wrong, but I had no self-esteem at the time.
Then, we started talking on the phone every day and I kept sending him more pictures of this friend.
I know it sounds ridiculous, but I love him; I really do.
We both say we love each other, but we have never met.
I always think to myself; why did I do this? what have I gotten myself into?
He's tried to break contact with me a few times, but I couldn't stand to lose him.
We are still going strong, but he is caught in my lie.
He wants to meet and I keep putting it off.
I want to tell him that the pictures aren't really me, but I'm scared he will hunt me down or hunt her down.
I don't know what to do.
I don't want to lose him, yet I have to and that's why I keep putting it off.
What should I do?
Is there anyway I could slowly break it off without even telling him that I lied?