Just upset tonight and angry and I take anger out on myself.

Already phoned a friend and go figure the ONE time I call someone to ask them for help they're not here. It's not even half-past ten and I can't get in contact with anyone and it would be rude to wake gf up, so I'm stuck here wanting to pick at my grafts and trying to distract but I can't get any of this @!@& off my mind Half my friends are out at a post-game party for a hockey match and I should be with them if I wasn't so screwed up.

I post too much but in a strange way banging my head online into a wall makes me feel a little better.

Grrrr just so