I probably shouldn't have skipped therapy today. Thanks Kaika, at least there's someone here tonight. Just easier to talk online because my T is irl and it's hard.

I should go haul myself away before I tear my grafts off. Can't deal with any more stuff tonight. Drop of a dime and all this stuff comes crashing back down to me and I'm sure as hell gonna regret all the stupid whining I did in the morning.