It's basically impossible. I live in a large city with a great job. She lives in a very isolated community with no real job chances. We have plans to move together to another city. But it's hard for her to leave the only house she's ever known.And I have been in such a bad state mentally for the last few months, that I have to think what is best for her. I can't take care of her until I take care of myself. I was able to visit her for a few days last week, but I know that between her situation and mine, it's best that she stays with her grandparents for now.
It really hurts me to know that I am not able to take care of my own daughter. It's such a horrible feeling.