I feel so tired too. Not just physically tired, but emotionally exhausted. As if no matter how hard I try to make life turn out "right" -- no matter how hard I work, no matter how positively I try to think, how much I pray, study, exercise, eat right, brush my teeth, drive carefully -- it's just gonna be one problem to solve after another, things falling apart, people I care about dying, bills arriving etc. etc.

Sorry for whining.