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ty so muhc for shareign so muhc.......
in short,,,,,we has teh same goals it seems.....
to functoin gooder evry day even if somedays is good just to get thru
thd day........to see somethign positive every day....and yes, someday
we also hope to OWN each adn every day!!!!!!!
bead is workign on stayign in teh now becuase if her thinks abuot ANTYHIGN she still dunno waht's happenign asdn she must avoid goign tehre!!! so we ignore teh past mostly bey distractign ourseflsadn just as teh birds of the air we is not worry abuot the future ( sometdays we do somedasy we dotn but we keep on try)..
is very hard but as we taek it one moment at at iem, with very tiyn tiyn stesp we aer somehow muddlign thru teh muck!
we aer def. hagnign on to a knot at teh end of a liferope......someteims we thikn is an aler at teh other end taht is hodl on to us so tite ( dunno who esle it wuold be).........she refuses to give up..........NEVER GIVE UP!!!

hugs adn strength for u salo my freind,

bead