I want to go in my closet and hide.Pull covers over me so no one can see. Too much.... I am so afraid now. The clouds are here. The air hurts my skin. Each breath is a struggle.I am afraid. Where is the solace??? Where is the others i need?Where have failed? I am so afraid. This mind is full and this body is tired. Wheres my solace?If it didn't hurt so much i would swear this wasn't even my body. I am so tired. Just so tired