(((((((((((((((((((((((((Bound by Thoughts))))))))))))))))))))))) You are no freak. I am sorry that you feel you deserve support. You do deserve it. I hope you find some here. Inflicting any pain on your body is SI. Snapping a rubber band on your wrist is not as damaging to your body as cutting but it is still not a positive coping mechanism. Sometimes when things become overwhelming we look for ways to cope. SI is very addicting and I hope that you can find other means rather than get enmeshed in SI. Please take care of you as you deserve it.

BB