Dayzee

Please do not go anywhere........your posts are encouraging and needed and wanted ..........they are NOT BS at all!!! What you say in your posts is great I am truly inspired....I think some of the things you say in my head sometimes but cannot put it into words at all. You do it greatly.
I have been having a really rough week but reading your posts been have helpful......I might not tell you all the time every moment but that fact that I am still here typing this post should tell you it helped. I did not give into my suicide ideations and I am still here.
So please do not be so hard on yourself.....if you need some time for yourself then take it, but dont leave period, just ease off some like someone else said.
I feel bad well really bad when my T goes on Vacation but I think about it and after talking to him I realize after all the advice he gives and talking he does and listening he does week after week day and night 24 hrs he needs a vacation and how selfish I was for not wanting him to take it and come back refreshed ready to help me some more.
I am sorry for rambling on so much but you have meant so much to me since coming to this forum and I hate to see you go.
Take care of yourself.
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