I relapsed. On Vicodon. Again. I know it's bad for me. But yesterday I was moving a T.V. and pulled my back so my friend gave me 2 Vicodon 10's and I took them and now I want more. I only took them to help my back, but now I know I should of just dealt with the pain because I want more Vicodon and I can't get any. It's a good thing I'm broke cause if I was'nt I know I would spend all my money on Vicodon. I'm so frustrated now. I wish I could take a non- narcotic like Ultram for my pain but I am allergic to NSAIDs. Ok I will leave y'all alone now just had to get that off my chest. I would'nt dare tell my family and it's nice to be able to tell someone.