No way, you're not a freak, you're not an idiot, you're just another hurt soul finding your way. I send you an arms around hug.

There are many ways I can hurt myself whether they be physical or not. But anytime I can intervene on my first impulse and negotiate toward something healthier, then I've made headway. Not all my decisions are the best ones possible, but I never fail - I just take steps toward better. Sometimes I'm not too pretty at it but I keep making those steps no matter what. You can too.