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I got married at 26 and literally thought I was a virgin. I was in my 30's before I realized I had not been a "virgin" technically since I was a toddler. I was in my mid-50's - which is now and I recently realized I had had an alter who was sexually active, in childhood, from a desperate need for touch and "love". My so-called sexual history is so screwed up it makes my head spin and my stomach hurt.
But I do at least know this - I had nothing to do with any of this and I am not guilty. I was made to be what I was by adults who knew better. If there's blame it is not mine and I will not own their's any more. I am not the guilty one.
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