I can feel the rollercoaster going down and I don't know how to stop it.

I think I know what started the decent into hell. I was looking forward to a doctor's appointment on Tuesday..yes I'm crazy was looking forward to a doc appointment...anyway I was told it has to be rescheduled and possibly til January. I could feel my world being dropped out of me as soon as I read the email and I thought it was being rescheduled for one reason my bloodwork not getting there in time but as it turns out its because the doc isn't going to be in the office. Anyway it started the downward spiral.

I had a decent day yesterday and today so wish I could just blame it on have a bad day but I can't.

I have emailed my T and hopefully she'll check her mail tomorrow but if not I know she will eventually.

Thanks for listening to me complain.

Jbug