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griffe,
it was really bad for you and sometimes it is easier to feel angry than sad. it is sad that your family did not love you, they should have loved you. it is easier to be angry than to say i have been victimized by people and physically damaged and wounded.
all your feelings are legitimate feelings, griffe. it is hard to say it was wrong, you wronged me, you were evil to me and yet you were supposed to be my family. i deserved better than this from you.
when we finally admit how much they hurt us then i think we can begin to heal from the damage they did to us. "You can't heal a wound by saying it is not there"!
there is no shame in saying i am hurt by someone's neglect or cruelty.
i did so much to try to love my family but the truth is they did not love me back. they hurt me, hated me, raped me ignored me and neglected me and hit me and said cruel things to me. i could write so many pages on incidents that happened to me. it hurt so badly. i am getting well and i will continue until i am well.
hang in there, i care.
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  HEALING HAPPENS
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