When my T has not immediately responded to me, I sometimes thought she was choosing to ignore me because she does not care about me and I am not worth her time. Later, I always found out that she got back with me as soon as she possibly could given the other things going on in her life. I am not saying that is how you feel--just what I have experienced.

It is tough when we place so much trust in our T and make them so important to us that we sometimes "need" them, but then they are not always immediately available to us.

I hope your T gets back to you soon. Hang in there. If it helps, keep writing the emails. Even if you don't send all of them, it might help to just write them. It makes me feel a little connected to my T when I write her.