Molly, dear. First of all try your hardest to just get rid of the guilt. It does not help at all. Secondly, hon, he's contacted you. He wants to talk to you. Of course you aren't going to go from loving him to just pals, but talk to him--he's your best friend, tell him how you feel. He needs to know. He needs to know how you are feeling (it's important though to tell him how you are feeling, not how he has made you). Keep the lines of communication open. Love doesn't happen without friendship and maybe through friendship you two can fix what was wrong. Please please take care. Thank god for your mom. And you!