(((((((((((((((( Leslie & pixies ))))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you lost a supportive person in your life. It hurts and makes us think we are to blame. But that's not always the case my friend. Many times when people leave us it's because of their own issues, not ours. Unfortunately we cannot control how others feel or act, but we can control ourselves. You have much much love and support here. I know it's not the same as what this person who left meant to you, but you are definitely not alone dear ones.
I'm sorry you are hurting right now and I hope you feel better very soon.

sabby