oh god

he sent me a text at 2.15am last night and I havent had the courage or strength to read it and I just have.
He asked me to listen to a certain song and that explains how he's feeling.
I can't listen to it.... why is he messing me about like this why won't he see me face to face and explain himself.... I can't listen to the song... and what the hell am I gonna do if I hear it somewhere else? It's a really well known popular song. I don't want to know what it says... I want HIM to explain.

I CANT COPE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!