(((((((((( Molly )))))))))) You know, life doesn't need to be this hard at your age. Please think about going back to your GP. I think you could do with an assessment. Medication can help when life seems so difficult but it wouldn't be for ever.

You said you are worried about being sent to hospital, you only need a stay in hospital if it is absolutely necessary, these days they recognize most people do better at home, and treatment can be arranged at home.

Please think about it, ok.