((((((((((pegasus))))))))))))) thank you
im seeing my doctor at about 12 tomorrow

im just struggling so badly i just rang samaritans just now and the guy I talked to just made me feel worse. Not talking to them again, I've emailed twice before (I've kept an open mind and thought, different volunteers talk to people differently) and both times made me feel worse. I'm just loosing hope in the help that is out there. I can't for the life of me find any depression support groups and the number of people/places I've asked is ridiculous.

*big deep breath*