(((((((((((((((((((((((((lifelesstraveled))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry for all your pain. Sometimes depression makes us lose sight of our emotions such as joy and love. They are still there but masked by the depression we feel. They are not lost. I hope you see your t as they can help you work through how you are feeling and your healling. Liquor is not the answer to your pain, that I am sure of. Please accept the support that is available.

BB