((( Rainbowzz )))
I've been with my girlfriend for a fair amount of time now, and if it's any consolation, I feel like that a lot. For me, it comes with not really seeing what someone else could see in me as well as not being very used to having someone stay with me for a long length of time.
Thankfully with she she reassures me which helps, but just wanted you to know you're not alone in those feelings. Take care.