You know something really crazy.....it is wonderful to live alone & not have someone always fighting with you or trusting them to tell you information you need only to find it completely wrong.

I believe in love, but it's a different kind of love....it is not a love that comes from other people as they are incapable of true love.

I have my 6 american eskimo doggies, my horses, my friends that are more true friends than the husband I am married to & separated from, & most importantly, my religion.

When I look at my MOthers death a few years ago & wonder where she would have been if I hadn't been there at the time to try & protect her (she went through horrible abuse from the home care person). But then I look at my 90 year old friend who has never been married & has her 10 acre farm with horses, emus & llamas. In her younger days, she actually fenced her farm herself, ran her water system to her barn......when I look at her, I know that I can do it alone & that I will be ok alone & the true fact is that THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING ALONE. It is a blessing.

Debbie