(((molly))))) dont speak if you dont want to... sending some kindness to you so you can hold on to your spirit now... you are a good person in all ways... dont doubt you, ok? love is still your friend tho its hard to see in the moment... heal yourself with some self kindness now... let your friends support you and show they care.. good friendships are made of love, only a little different than the love you and SM share... you can still have what you wanted to share when you and SM shared it... part of it came from you, so that half is in your possession and is under your direction.. you can tell it what you want it to do...

you want your love to be alive and you want to feel the beauty and warmth of it, not this painful part you are feeling now..

but if you can continue to be kind to yourself a little while longer, your stressed feelings will mellow for you.. do as many calming techniques as you know of.. things like walking in the park, looking at the leaves on the trees... asking God or other WHY? ..

then be at peace with your soul.. know that your inner spirit has heard your cry of pain and know that love is on the way to give you the healing feeling you need...

love never harms hon... let love heal and it will... all is not lost, ok?