Thanks Sujunew.
I saw MD and she said nothing about my being in crisis... other than "I got your check-in message, eh?" *nodding in that way that says I know more than I am letting on*. So she asked me what was worst of all my physical complaints. Now knowing what I will be told if I say any of them, I said "It's all Emotional!!! (getting slightly hysterical) So it doesn't matter!!!" She looked at me from the side and said, "You're a smart girl, yes.... it must be hard on you." @_@ *curls up in corner and cries*.