aw hun.... sometmes there just arn't enough words. i wish i could majically make it all go away and you would be free of pain. if i had that power, i would. i would.

if you continue to hate your life - they win. i don't want them to win. they did something real bad and i don't want them to take your life too. you see? talk to t, do what you can to separate it (in the sense where a dr takes away a cancer) from you so it doesn't eat at you. you are important. you survived this long. i know this is really painfun - i also know you can get through with YOU intact. keep reaching out.
((((((((((((multipixies)))))))))))
kiya