Thank you all so much for your prayers and good thoughts. I don't believe He puts more on us than we can handle either. But, some days I just get so down and worried and scared that I don't know what to do with myself. I pray ALOT here lately. Probably more than I ever have in my life with the exception of when my disabled daughter was born with so many problems. Maybe this is His way of showing me that I do need Him in my life more than I thought I did. I'm not saying that He would make me sick or anything like that. But I sure do realize now that I need Him... and I mean REALLY need Him. When no one seems to understand and no one else can help me, I know where I can go to get that love and understanding. No matter what the oncologist says, I know I'm going to be alright. Things will be ok. I just know it. Thank you all so much again. Don't know what I'd do without my friends here. You're all so special to me in your own unique way, and it touches my heart.