Dissociated when driving on the highway. Felt like I had no control over the car what so ever. I had no trouble keeping my eyes open, but I felt how I was about to fall asleep over and over again. I had no clue of the speed... everything was unreal to me. Through every curve - I felt I was going to drive off the road. So scary!

I think I'm losing it! There's nothing left of me... I'm fading away faster and faster... heading towards disaster.

I've not dissociated much at all for several weeks because I've been concentrating so hard on getting help for my son. Now I'm so drained... so worn out... I can't hold it together anymore. My brain is overloaded...

I have to continue... but how...? My family needs me... but I'm falling apart...