Good morning group, I have basically been in my bedroom for 3 yrs. Ina way I want togo out and live again, with all the past crap I amaffraid that it will just be more of the same. After seeing death, being abused, all my freinds stab me in the back, very disfunctional family. I was cutting through all this, for the last couple of yrs. I have not. In large part to being away from life. I don't really know what to do. I don't want to be hurt and I don't want to keep living in my bedroom. Maybe oneday I will be like my smiley. It has been a while. Take care, Greg