((((((((((((((((Daynnight)))))))))))))) I know how hard that is. When son was struggling so much here, my dissociation was much worse. It's so hard when the stress levels are so high and they are because it's our children and we are emotionally attached to our children. We just want them to be okay and when no one is listening and no one is helping enough or at all, it feels like it's up to us to save our children. I rarely remember driving anywhere so I understand those feelings, although I didn't know it wasn't normal until recently. Please take care of self nina. I know it's hard. People don't understand. When it's your baby, no matter how old, you have to take care of them. But we can't fully be there for them if we don't do self care. I found it also hard reaching out for support for me because all I wanted was for my children to be ok but without support, it's almost impossible to be what we need to be and do what we need to do.

I'm glad you could reach out to us here daynnight. Please talk to T. Take a few minutes if you can and take care of self. I know it doesn't feel like you have time but I can tell you from experience that without that, life goes downhill very fast.

We care about you Daynnight.